Thoughts from a rambling, postpartum brain. I’ll get it together soon…

I haven’t been able to interact, hold a valuable conversation or really be myself in recent weeks because personally, there have been so many things coming at me at once. I wondered  if maybe I’m spreading myself too thin. You know, caring for all three babies and still trying to go out with the girls, spend time with the husband or just find time for myself so soon when at just 5 months post partum, I’m just beginning to feel the effects of my hormones pulling the puppet strings of my emotions. Outside family issues and friendships are offering nothing but a selfish return and “if I were you…” advice is rolling in like faulty crime tips with no leads. The reality of it all, I know exactly what I need to do but a new sense of fear and anxiety over having three little lives in my hands and making the right decision for everyone has been looming over my head like a dark storm cloud. Will it rain? Will the sun make an appearance soon? I hope it will.

Remaining is positive is key. Yet the only way that I can remain positive is to set a daily reminder to remain positive; daily. I’ll get it together soon…